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February 2, 2004

Lagging

There's a hold up and the hold up is me. It's like when you are playing the most addictive game in the world and you’re stuck playing a robot and the robot just lags and lags and stalls and stalls except that now I am that robot. I'm stuck or rather I'm caught up with wanting it to be this and that and in the end it is neither this nor that because I am lagging and stalling and stalling and lagging.

I’ve come up with about 10 ways to organize and title and sort all the things I might want to someday write, meanwhile those files remain empty.

I had a dream the other day where among other things that were going on, I was waiting on a plane that was delayed and perhaps not going to leave at all because of terrible weather. It did leave in the end and instead on going down a runway it was going down one of those super highways you see in the US but you don’t see here. But that’s beside the point. The point being that I was in a deserted airport staring out the large glass windows at the nasty weather just waiting for the plane to maybe not leave.

Posted by talia at February 2, 2004 11:26 AM

Comments

Lagging and Stalling...computer games
are great for that, because they give
you little feelings of sucess in the short
run.

I'm kind of in a little waiting place of my own right now (headed I fear to the
most useless place. The waiting place filled with people just waiting, waiting for the phone to ring or the bus to come or the snow to snow, or waiting around for a yes or a no...people just waiting.) How to move on to the places where the boom bands are playing.

Right now I'm just waiting to get onto the Settlers of Catan server which is full again today. I guess I'll stop waiting and do some work.

Posted by: dan at January 18, 2005 9:56 AM